im fighting the pain thats inside me now.
waiting to see which one wins.
the anger or the hurt.
the hurt is a bit easier to deal with now,
i see it for what it is, know that its just emptiness.
that slowly comes and go’s.
anger is another story,
its at the tip of my tongue,
trying to make its way out and be heard.
the problem is shutting it up.
holding it in.
arent you supposed to let it out?
reek havoc upon the world..
atleast im not crying.
everyone says that crying doesnt do anything,
theyre wrong. it makes it worse.
cryings is letting youre emotions get the best of you.
and i refuse to do so.
i refuse to let this break me, again.
never look back.
thats my motto now.
over my dead body.